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Without going into too many details, I'm wondering what your thoughts are on polyamorous relationships. I don't know if that's the thing for me or not, but I'm interested in two people right now and would like to see where it goes with both of them. I've been honest about it with each of them.
“God’s glory,” Irenaeus famously said, “is the human being fully alive.”
In speaking of being “fully alive,” Irenaeus wasn’t talking about the adrenaline kick that comes from whitewater rafting or flying down single track on a mountain bike. (Although that stuff is totally fine in moderation. Just be sure to wear a helmet). Rather, he was talking about the agency, the creativity, and the clarity that comes from choosing to live in such a way as to be oriented toward what we may variously call meaning, love, or joy — those things which the Christian tradition identifies with God. We can tell that we have chosen to orient ourselves in a Godward direction because doing so not only makes us happier and more satisfied, it also makes us more compassionate, more patient, more ready to listen and more ready to serve. In short, turning in a Godward direction makes us more fully the people whom we already are.
Irenaeus’ words are a helpful thing to hold onto when it comes time for us to make a decision. That’s because they invite us to ask ourselves a vital question: does the possibility which I am contemplating — this action which I may take, this idea to which I may assent, this vocation to which I may say “yes” — invite me to become more fully alive? Does it, in other words, invite me to become bigger? Or does it threaten to make me smaller — is it likely to diminish me and, in so doing, diminish the people and the world around me?
This is the line of questioning which allowed most of the church and wider society to conclude that the remarriage of divorced people could be a good and a holy thing. It is also the line of questioning which, right now, is helping us to realize that the marriage of gays and lesbians can be a good and a holy thing. In both cases, those of us who came to a more generous understanding of marriage did so because we were transformed by witnessing the love that the couples whom we knew shared. We saw that, to use a $5 theological word, their love was generative: it made both partners into more whole people and, in some ineffable way, it gave a gift of strength and of hope to the wider society. In other words, their love made all of us more fully alive. This is marriage’s awesome mystery.
Is it possible that you are called to share in that mystery, Polly, except with two partners? I guess so. But, gosh, it sure sounds exhausting. If you talk to just about anyone north of, say, five years into a long-term relationship, he or she will tell you that it’s a huge undertaking to maintain the mutual respect, the careful yet truthful conversation, the empathy, and the love which allows two people to keep on seeing the spark of the divine in one another. In short, while marriage is a wondrous vocation, it is also a whole lot of work. I can’t even imagine how much harder that work would become if you tried to keep its delicate and awesome dance going with more than one other person.
Maybe there is a distant chance that you and these two other people will be most fully alive in a polyamorous relationship. But here is what is vastly more likely, Poly: this is one of those times in life when you have been given the difficult gift of having to choose between two possibilities, each of which would be really fabulous. Sometimes we are granted admission to more than one amazing school, sometimes we get offered more than one dream job. And sometimes two really cool and fun and interesting people — two people who would both make great long-term partners — step into our lives at the very same moment.
Having a choice like this to make is a hard and a melancholy blessing. But it is indisputably a blessing — I guarantee that there are people reading these words right now who wish that they had your choice to make. Don’t squander your blessing by trying to walk down two roads at once. Trying to divide your soul in that way just about never works.
It’s time to take a beautiful risk, Poly. Let one of these people go. And then give the other one your heart.
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