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Sister Joan Chittister, the dissident nun, shares her secret life

Sister Joan Chittister as a child (date unknown). Photo courtesy of Benedictine Sisters of Erie, Pennsylvania

(RNS) Veteran Catholic writer Tom Roberts thought he knew Sister Joan Chittister — the maverick Benedictine nun who dares speak her mind to her church.

He didn’t.

When Roberts, editor at large for the National Catholic Reporter, went to interview her three years ago in Erie, Pa., at the community where she entered religious life at age 16, a secret she’s held for a lifetime came to light.

Tom Roberts, author of "Joan Chittister: Her Journey from Certainty to Faith." Photo courtesy of Tom Roberts

Tom Roberts, author of “Joan Chittister: Her Journey from Certainty to Faith.” Photo courtesy of Tom Roberts

In the peculiar journalism tradition of preparing obituaries of prominent people while they’re still alive, Roberts was there to update an obituary on Sister Joan.

As they sat to talk, she leaned forward, blue eyes downcast, voice slow, and poured out a story she had never told anyone before about her early life as a terrified child of an abused woman, trapped by her husband, her church and her society.

Suddenly, instead of an updated obituary, Roberts was hearing a new story — the forces that shaped one of U.S. Catholicism’s most influential voices. That conversation begins the biography by Roberts published this month, “Joan Chittister: Her Journey from Certainty to Faith.”

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Sister Joan Chittister as a child (date unknown). Photo courtesy of Benedictine Sisters of Erie, Pennsylvania

Sister Joan Chittister as a child (date unknown). Photo courtesy of Benedictine Sisters of Erie, Pennsylvania

She told Roberts “it’s time” she opened the hidden door to her early life because both her valiant, devoutly Catholic mother and her abusive, alcoholic stepfather had died. She was free to speak of a childhood of poverty, insecurity and “ceaseless fear.”

But Chittister — now 79 and very much alive, thank you — has another reason why the time has come.

“All my professional life, I have spoken my heart out for the role of women all over the world. It’s a theological thing, a deeply moral thing, the determining issue for the integrity of the church and the advancement of any state,” she told Religion News Service in an interview about the book.

“It’s time to acknowledge that this material is not just theological and rhetorical. It’s real. I’m not just talking from compassion, from a world I don’t know anything about. I’m talking about myself — and all social classes, all kinds of people,”

“I saw it as maybe my last major presentation on behalf of women who are trapped by circumstances of religion, law, custom and culture,” said Chittister.

In the book and in interviews, she tells of joining the Erie Benedictine community “not as a refuge or escape from life, but for the kind of life I thought was possible — a Christian community as a model of peace.”

Little did she — or her sisters — know.

"Joan Chittister: Her Journey from Certainty to Faith," book cover. Photo courtesy of Orbis Books

“Joan Chittister: Her Journey from Certainty to Faith,” book cover. Photo courtesy of Orbis Books

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It started simply. Within months of moving from the upheaval of her parents’ home to the Benedictine community house, Chittister was struck with polio. The same relentless determination and fierce focus that helped her survive her family, strengthened her through years of therapy until she could walk again.

She took her veiled final vows and became a teacher while studying for her undergraduate and graduate university degrees on nights and weekends.

Roberts described those years as a time when Catholics were certain their church had all the answers — until many, like Chittister, discovered it did not. That’s why the book is subtitled “Her Journey from Certainty to Faith.”

Then came the ’60s and the Second Vatican Council reforms that gave a fresh charge to women religious (as nuns and sisters are known) to find new ways to live out their calling. Chittister moved into two decades of leadership roles within her community, her order, and the Leadership Council of Women Religious, the group that represents about 80 percent of U.S. Catholic sisters. During a decade of upheaval, she traveled the nation giving talks with titles such as “Self-understanding through change.”

And change they did. The Erie Benedictine community transformed from a teaching order to a social justice force with education, workforce training and child development programs in the poorest corners of Erie. Her explanation of how this happened was deceptively simple: “I didn’t start anything. I allowed our sisters to start what needs to be done.”

Through every step, Chittister told Roberts, the Rule of St. Benedict guided her. It begins with a command to “listen” — to each other and to those they served.

Joan (Sister Mary Peter) Chittister in habit. Photo courtesy of Benedictine Sisters of Erie, Pennsylvania

Joan (Sister Mary Peter) Chittister in habit. Photo courtesy of Benedictine Sisters of Erie, Pennsylvania

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“Listen” is the crux of the book, the crux of her life in a church that, she says, still refuses to listen to women.

“I came to feminism through faith,” Chittister told Roberts. And herein likes the central conflict of Chittister life in a church controlled by men who think they alone can define Jesus and God’s plan.

Roberts’ book walks readers through contemporary Catholic conversations on women’s ordination. The neat summary of the Vatican view is “No.” Not only “no” but, as pope after pope has said, the subject is closed.

In 2001, the Vatican forbade her to speak on discipleship at a women’s ordination conference in Ireland. Chittister spoke anyway.

“You cannot order Catholics not to think,” she said in an interview recalling that confrontation with church authority. “I remember thinking then, ‘You can’t scare me. You have no idea where I’ve been.’”

For Chittister, the role of women raises “theological, scientific, sociological and human questions that you cannot stop thinking about. You have to open the door to the conversation in the name of the integrity of your theology.”

But even these conversations yielded yet another surprise for Roberts — “how much of a traditionalist she is.

“Because she has the label of dissenter and maverick, you think she would be wildly innovative and experimental, but what I found out is that she is so respectful of tradition that she approaches change slowly, and with enormous intellect,” he said.

Sister Joan Chittister speaks with Oprah. Photo courtesy of Oprah Winfrey Network

Sister Joan Chittister speaks with Oprah. Photo courtesy of Oprah Winfrey Network

Today, said Roberts, Pope Francis has been calling for a deeper theology of women, and women such as Chittister are saying, back to him, “It’s done already! Stop telling us who we should be. Let us tell YOU who we are!”

Women’s ordination has never been her focus, Roberts writes and Chittister confirms. Other issues take precedence for her: education; economic opportunity; health care; civil rights and the right to self-determination. For the past 20 years she’s been writing, speaking and traveling to places of conflict with the Global Peace Initiative of Women, including days in Iran during the nuclear pact negotiations.

Even that is not enough, to her mind.

"In God's Holy Light: Wisdom from the Desert Monastics," by Joan Chittister. Photo courtesy of Franciscan Media

“In God’s Holy Light: Wisdom from the Desert Monastics,” by Joan Chittister. Photo courtesy of Franciscan Media

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There are more books. Published in October: “In God’s Holy Light: Wisdom from the Desert Monastics” and “Two Dogs and a Parrot: What Our Animal Friends Can Teach Us About Life.”

She’s recently launched a new website, Monasteries of the, to offer Benedictine spirituality and online community to people who may never reach a church.

And Chittister, once a lonely only child in an isolated family, has one more ministry. She writes thousands and thousands of letters, answering the people who write to her.

“I see my sisters do the most beautiful things every day of their lives. I never hear them complain,” said Chittister. “I said to myself, ‘What do I do?’ And this is what I can do.”


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Cathy Lynn Grossman

Cathy Lynn Grossman specializes in stories drawn from research and statistics on religion, spirituality and ethics. She also writes frequently on biomedical ethics and end-of-life-issues


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  • A great article and review of the book. Sister Joan’s real gift to all of us is that she is “real.” I have her books next to Thomas Merton’s. She is the 21st century’s Merton for me.

  • If one of the rules is, “Direct comments to the article, not other commenters,” why is there a “Reply” button under every individual comment?

  • I’ve long felt that Sister Joan would be “Bishop Joan” in a church that honored and welcomed all people equally (it will indeed be true some day…).

  • I am not Roman Catholic, and I have great respect for Sr. Joan Chittister and the LCWR. This quote sums up the situation for the RCC and other churches that deny women’s full participation: “It’s done already! Stop telling us who we should be. Let us tell YOU who we are!”

    While I am supportive of Pope Francisco, the quote explains why the RCC will never be authoritative for most women, including RCC members, as long as it’s old men who try to tell women who they are and how they are.

    I long for a Pope Joan with the same yearning I feel for a Madam President.

  • There is no living woman I respect more than Sister Joan. Her intelligence shines through her eyes. Her “You can’t scare me,” comment Is true of so many women I know. The “old men in long dresses” have little idea of where we’ve been and they really don’t seem to care all that much. If they would listen with open hearts the might be very surprised. Until they let us (Women) tell them who we are, I’m so afraid the status quo will reign. God bless Sr. Joan. Long may she speak and write.

  • I was born wondering why boys were treated differently then girls. I had a father
    who never stopped me from working on the car, building “things” or wearing
    “cowboy” clothes! It was only when I got to school that I had a problem. Now,
    as to church, I attend an Episcopal church where the Priest is a women and also
    the third generation priest of that congregation. Her grandfather and her father,
    through out the history of the church served there. Her father was later a Bishop.
    She is now in the 60’s and will most likely retire in a few years. Guess what??
    She is well liked, is an excellent Priest and the church is on of the most successful in the Diocese. Oh well, that says it all.

  • I believe in roles. The mother can’t be a father and vice versa. I never felt put down in the Church. Men and women each have their own unique perspectives, equal but different. I enjoy getting a male’s point of view. I love being a nun and wearing a habit. I’m a nurse and I loved wearing my cap. Everyone else did too. They told me so!
    I’m sorry that Sister Joan had an abusive childhood. So did my Mother. It marked her lifelong. My Mother strongly objected to me becoming a nun because Sisters were mean to her in school. She was religious, but she knew these sisters were not practicing Christianity. She didn’t want me to be like that. No fear! I’m a product of parents who were deeply religious and kind.

  • Sister Joan has been my hero since I joined the Franciscan Sisters. She is a women of faith, of courage and a shining star as she tries to move issues forward for women, religious and laity. I love Joan and pray that her dreams will be fulfilled. Thank you Sr. Joan for your courage to move the church forward for the rights of women in the Church.
    Annie Dougherty, OSF

  • Mother Angelica, who founded EWTN, also had a horrific upbringing within a broken home. But she grew up loyal to the faith, not as a dissenting harpy.

  • Mother Angelica, who will soon be canonized, subordinated herself to the will of God. There was no pride in her that would make her will preeminent. A true Christian model of faith.

  • What an extraordinary and wonderful article about an extraordinary woman – a woman of this age who has found her own way to walk within the Catholic Church and speak truth as she sees it. I love her courage within her commitment to her community.

    I don’t know how I missed this article, now more than 3 years old. But I am glad I found it now.